♥ Queen of all Grumpy Old Farts ♥

About the GrumpyQueen

A.K.A Gatekeeper

I love food, don't deprive me of it.

I'm not Princess, I'm Queen

I can be quite grumpy and when I am, I hide here, my dungeon for reflections, ramblings and ranting.

Whatever I write are opinions, and may not be the whole truth. Do not read it like the Gospel.

I hate as vehemently as I love
I already know I'm crazy, be my friend, it's safer

Different is not bad, just not the same as the rest

If you don't like me, it's probably mutual
But I'm nice, really :p

Blog started 21st June 2007, shifted from www.thegatekeeperstory.blogspot.com

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Woke up on the wrong side of the bed again. Actually, I woke up hearing things I don't wanna hear. I went back to bed, trying to escape reality. My mom woke me up to face reality. I don't think all of you get it. I wanna hide my head in the sand like the ostrich.

Silence. Speaks volumes of what I'm actually feeling inside. "What's wrong?" you're asking me what's wrong?? Hahaha "nothing" would be my reply. I'm not lying. What's so wrong about it? It's been my life for the last I-dont-know-how-many-years.

What do you want me to do? Would it be better if I go around looking like crap, looking so sorrowful, giving you that pitiful look? Would everyone prefer that? I laugh not because I'm really happy, it's because people cope with that better than crying. To cry in front of the world requires some courage, because I feel you'd be judged. Even those who do not judge and try to comfort, sometimes, it doesn't really help. But why I walk away happy is 'cos I walked away knowing someone cares enough.

I have to go now. Smile and the world would smile back at you. Hopefully, I can smile beautifully enough. :p

10.12.06 12:34 PM

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