♥ Queen of all Grumpy Old Farts ♥

About the GrumpyQueen

A.K.A Gatekeeper

I love food, don't deprive me of it.

I'm not Princess, I'm Queen

I can be quite grumpy and when I am, I hide here, my dungeon for reflections, ramblings and ranting.

Whatever I write are opinions, and may not be the whole truth. Do not read it like the Gospel.

I hate as vehemently as I love
I already know I'm crazy, be my friend, it's safer

Different is not bad, just not the same as the rest

If you don't like me, it's probably mutual
But I'm nice, really :p

Blog started 21st June 2007, shifted from www.thegatekeeperstory.blogspot.com

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Countdown

I didn't do one on New year's eve. Decided to do one now 'cos I'm bored. 28 mins to midnight.

She, in all her pinkiness made me realise something today. That we never treasure something until we lose it. And just because I'm not like that doesn't mean everyone's not like that. Just because I like something doesn't mean everyone should like it. 25 mins to midnight.

If you don't already know, I am, by nature a very very possessive person. I go bonkers if someone invades my property or takes something away from me. Seriously, don't try, you'd regret even knowing me. I suppose that doesn't count as treasuring someone right? 20 mins to midnight

I used to keep hamsters when I was younger. I suppose I got this trait from them. When you touch the baby hamsters, the mother would eat up her children. She'd rather kill her kids personally than allow an invader to hurt them. I'd rather destroy something I've built than allow someone else to take it away whole. 18 mins to midnight.

I think it sounds psycho. To think that just hours ago I said I'd stop my crazy fantasies. A short comment triggered this whole post. 16 mins to midnight.

I guess too much of everything is no good. It's good to treasure people, but not to the point of destroying them and not allowing them freedom to do whatever they want. Looking at it from another perspective, if they want to leave, what's the point of keeping them? It's better they leave with the memory of you being gracious than them leave with bad memories of you being psychotic. 13 mins to midnight.

There is no point in killing them and burying them in your backyard so that they'll always be with you. My hamsters used to run away from their cages. I found them everytime and kept on reminding them not to run about, that they may run into someone's house and end up as dinner. Do you think they care? No, because they felt I was restricting their freedom. One day, when they were running about in the fields, a crow flew down and wanted them for dinner. I delibrately allowed it time to hover over them for a while before rushing to their rescue. I wanted to prove that I was right in trying to protect them. "Don't be silly, they can't understand you!" My dad laughed at me. But they understood and never tried escaping for a long time after that. 5 mins to midnight

One died subsequently. The other ran away. This time, I never found him. I suppose if he felt that there is a better home out there, I cannot stop him. I really wanted him by my side but he probably wants his freedom even more. ~shrugs~ I hope he had a good time. He should be dead by now. But no matter what happens, if you want your freedom so much that you have to run away from someone who loves you so much, don't ever come crawling back, even if the grass at the other side is not any greener. For that, I respect him. Sometimes, animals have so much more sense than human beings. 1 min to midnight.

IT'S MIDNIGHT! TIME TO IGNORE THE WORLD AND GO TO BED!

3.1.07 11:32 PM

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