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About the GrumpyQueen

A.K.A Gatekeeper

I love food, don't deprive me of it.

I'm not Princess, I'm Queen

I can be quite grumpy and when I am, I hide here, my dungeon for reflections, ramblings and ranting.

Whatever I write are opinions, and may not be the whole truth. Do not read it like the Gospel.

I hate as vehemently as I love
I already know I'm crazy, be my friend, it's safer

Different is not bad, just not the same as the rest

If you don't like me, it's probably mutual
But I'm nice, really :p

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Someone told me the Virgo's horoscope today. It says something like Virgo's avoiding someone and that someone seems to be a good friend. I'm not a Virgo and I don't really believe in horoscopes because they never ever tell me the truth. This time, I feel Virgo's horoscope reading applies to me. See what I mean about it being inaccurate? And it's not really avoiding, I just don't really see the point in holding on so tightly to everything and everyone.

What's yours will remain yours. You don't have the right to hold on to something if it was never yours in the first place. Isn't holding on to something/someone such a redundant thing then?

In every friendship/relationship, I suppose there will come a time when you're tested. How much does that person mean to you? Even more than your own happiness? Cos if he/she means so much to you, then you'll do all it takes to give the other person whatever he/she wants, even at the expense of your own happiness. Now just how much do you mean to him/her? When you give someone freedom to choose and they're still around, it probably means they're staying 'cos they want to, not because they have to. It's not about just dumping them and tell them, "you know what, leave if you want to, I won't give a shit." Yes, you still treasure them and love them, but if one day you realise that they have to go, for whatever reason and they're no longer yours. Do you still selfishly make them stay? There is no point keeping someone who's heart is already somewhere else. And the day you can do it is the day you've become a better person. And if the friendship/relationship lives through the crisis, you've just taken it to the next level.

Recently I think I've been going about in circles and riddles. I talk about serious matters laughingly and crazily. I talk about what looks like a random thing to bring a point across. I can be straightforward like before but I feel that for certain things, if you can't get it, you can't get it. No point breaking it down simply for you. It's my way of sharing things with those who mean most to me. They should understand my thinking and speak my language. Two cute girls told me they would call each other and discuss it among themselves to figure out what I'm saying if they don't understand. ROTFL!

Don't you think the most attractive feature of a guy is his persistance and determination? I've seen people do so many things to get someone's attention to no avail. You know what I learnt? If he's yours, he's yours. I proved myself wrong, they don't just fool around and laugh all day. They only do that with the wrong girls. Someone told me about his gf, and when I looked at the way he talked and the look in his eyes, something told me they'll be together for a long, long time. So to confirm, I had to ask, "do you think she's the one ar?" He looked straight into my eyes and went, "yes." That "yes" made my hair stand. Because it will filled with so much sincerity and he had so much faith in that relationship. Because he knows what he wants. And that, is probably what he needs to remain committed.

If you don't know what you want, you don't know who you want or you don't know much about yourself, you'll never be able to love another human being properly. And to do all that, you need to start by loving yourself and being the best you can be. Tata for now!

4.1.07 9:05 PM

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