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About the GrumpyQueen

A.K.A Gatekeeper

I love food, don't deprive me of it.

I'm not Princess, I'm Queen

I can be quite grumpy and when I am, I hide here, my dungeon for reflections, ramblings and ranting.

Whatever I write are opinions, and may not be the whole truth. Do not read it like the Gospel.

I hate as vehemently as I love
I already know I'm crazy, be my friend, it's safer

Different is not bad, just not the same as the rest

If you don't like me, it's probably mutual
But I'm nice, really :p

Blog started 21st June 2007, shifted from www.thegatekeeperstory.blogspot.com

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Don't start criticising my life now 'cos you're not part of it

It's always easy to love someone who loves you back, to be nice to someone who's nice to you. It's difficult to love someone and protect their dignity after they've hurt you. I did that today and am surprised by this ability.

I sometimes doubt the existance of true love. In this complicated age, can we still find someone who loves us truly? Who's not out to hurt us? All I see these days are people manipulating one another to make the other person love them more and so get the other person to do more things for them.

In a class where I least expect to learn something, I did and it's something valuable. We always do stuff for people and expect them to do the same. We love and expect love back. Thing is, if we do something for people, it's out of our own goodwill, they don't have to return the favour. If we love, we cannot expect them to love us back. If they reciprocate, well and good. We can go off and live happily ever after. If they don't, I suppose all we can do is wish them well.

That said, I suppose I should also write about a thought that popped into my head. Maybe someone belonging to the past should remain there. There were regrets, the "what-if" thoughts that popped into my head now and then. But it doesn't mean that I should go back and re-live my past, correct those mistakes. I'm not going backwards, I've got to move forward. I regretted, learnt from it and moved on, you should to.

Like I said, the way back in might not neccesarily be the way out in the opposite direction.

3.2.07 5:39 PM

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