♥ Queen of all Grumpy Old Farts ♥

About the GrumpyQueen

A.K.A Gatekeeper

I love food, don't deprive me of it.

I'm not Princess, I'm Queen

I can be quite grumpy and when I am, I hide here, my dungeon for reflections, ramblings and ranting.

Whatever I write are opinions, and may not be the whole truth. Do not read it like the Gospel.

I hate as vehemently as I love
I already know I'm crazy, be my friend, it's safer

Different is not bad, just not the same as the rest

If you don't like me, it's probably mutual
But I'm nice, really :p

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$4.80

$4.80 bought me a mirror that showed a friend's concern. She could have left it as that and not offer to thrash it out with them. Although I told her it's not worth it, I really appreciated the offer. I mean, why waste so much time and energy on 2 poop heads? It didn't hurt, not one bit, 'cos they're not even friends to start with.

She was pissed off by their attitudes, I was too. But recently, I saw no need to get angry with people I don't know that well anyway. It's just an expensive waste of time and energy. Everyone can make you angry but are you sure you've got THAT much time and energy to get angry with the whole world?

I sometimes scold her a lot, I get pissed off with her a lot. I wish she knows it's out of concern for her, fear that she'll mess up her life. She's goes off with the "what-have-I-done-wrong-again look. It exasperates me even more when I see that look. Sometimes, I bite my tongue, sometimes the look triggers another scolding.

I sometimes cannot get her logic. I try to pull her and make her walk the same path as me, thinking it must work for her, since it worked for me. I've since learnt that everyone has their own path to walk and has to make their own mistakes.

It's her fierce loyalty to her friends that won my admiration. She can be in deep shit herself but will ask "what happen?" There is really not much she can do but the fact that she cared enough to notice and ask me about it touches me.

Edited: Took out the vulgar statements, 'cos the point of this entry was to tell the whole world that I appreciate what she had done, even though she could have left it as that as the bulk of the $4.80 would have gone to me anyway...

9.3.07 11:59 PM

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