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About the GrumpyQueen


A.K.A Gatekeeper

I love food, don't deprive me of it.

I'm not Princess, I'm Queen

I can be quite grumpy and when I am, I hide here, my dungeon for reflections, ramblings and ranting.

Whatever I write are opinions, and may not be the whole truth. Do not read it like the Gospel.

I hate as vehemently as I love
I already know I'm crazy, be my friend, it's safer

Different is not bad, just not the same as the rest

If you don't like me, it's probably mutual
But I'm nice, really :p

Blog started 21st June 2007, shifted from www.thegatekeeperstory.blogspot.com

If you wanna be linked, just tag ok?

Favourite posts


| How to revert back to old blogger template |
| Glitz and glamour |
| My lil goddaughter |
| 07/07/07 |
| Universe's theory |
| A senseless mess |
| Last class party pics |
| Rambling about stupid aunties |
| Last day of school pics |
| Last day of school pics |
| Tales of the SINGAPOREAN rojak |
| Killing cockroach with Sis I |
| Killing cockroach with Sis II |
| You know you're a Nurse when... |
| Thailand 2007 |
| Taiwan 2008 |
Friends


My old blog | My other blog | Anru |Bernard | Arianz | Cherryl | Candice | Christine | Darren |Emma | Fel | Lady Rose | Moose | Mable Bee | Oda | Princess Snow | Toe Queen | Yvonne |


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Please use my haloscan to comment on specific posts by clicking on the
"Speak your mind"
link at the end of each post.

For misc/random comments just tag on the latest post.

I'm just too sick and tired of a tagboard with a short term memory.

Thanks! :)


History


December 2006
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October 2010

A wreck



I need a secret blog. There are so many things I wanna say but can't type. There are times the words just won't come out of my mouth.

I should write what I like, but what if the story's not mine to tell?

I've been happy these days, the air I breathe seems fresher, I'm feeling little stress but I'M FREAKING SCARED! Exams are in less than 2 weeks and I'm not stressed? I should be peeing in my pants because I've got almost 10 books study for and I haven't started. I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON, THAT'S THE BESTEST BEST PART!!!

I'm really not boasting or being idiotic and sarcastic here. How I can remain so calm in stressful times like these amazes me, I'm not like that, I'm not supposed to act like that. I'm supposed to jump around like prawns in hot water and not sit here calmly to type and plan my stupid driving lessons. MOVE IT! GET MOVING!

Update after reading through yesterday's entry: I sometimes feel 2 different people's writing my blog. I'm not doing it on purpose, I really feel that as I read through my entries from the previous months...
To prevent confusion, I should say I'm feeling HAPPIER these days and not just happy. If I'm happy, I'm happy. How can I be happy if I was feeling disillusioned yesterday? But if I'm happier, it means I'm still a little sad and still disillusioned but happier than yesterday and all other days.

6.8.07 10:31 PM

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