♥ Queen of all Grumpy Old Farts ♥

About the GrumpyQueen

A.K.A Gatekeeper

I love food, don't deprive me of it.

I'm not Princess, I'm Queen

I can be quite grumpy and when I am, I hide here, my dungeon for reflections, ramblings and ranting.

Whatever I write are opinions, and may not be the whole truth. Do not read it like the Gospel.

I hate as vehemently as I love
I already know I'm crazy, be my friend, it's safer

Different is not bad, just not the same as the rest

If you don't like me, it's probably mutual
But I'm nice, really :p

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"Mummy, do you think I'd pass my driving?"
"No, I don't think so."

:p

That's what I wanna hear, not that I'd make it. Because for a long time, I've had this feeling that I won't pass. Yes, I'm feeling like that despite hearing from others that I'd make it. They're just being nice, I told myself.

Yet, there is this part of me that believes in miracles. I believe in them because I've had them happen more then once to me. I'm praying it happens again on Monday.

So now, I believe in miracles more than I believe in myself. I trust God more than I trust myself. Yes, all you atheists out there, I'd rather trust God then someone who's alive and real, typing this post.

Today my instructor didn't yell at me. I don't know if it's because he gave up or he just saw how demoralised I looked. Inside, I yelled at myself. Because if I were the tester, I wouldn't pass myself.

So now, daily lessons till friday. Then hopefully, my last lesson on monday before I face my tester at 11 a.m.

Bear with me, it's a terrible time for me. I feel like it's the worse time of my life.

24.10.07 8:05 PM

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