♥ Queen of all Grumpy Old Farts ♥

About the GrumpyQueen

A.K.A Gatekeeper

I love food, don't deprive me of it.

I'm not Princess, I'm Queen

I can be quite grumpy and when I am, I hide here, my dungeon for reflections, ramblings and ranting.

Whatever I write are opinions, and may not be the whole truth. Do not read it like the Gospel.

I hate as vehemently as I love
I already know I'm crazy, be my friend, it's safer

Different is not bad, just not the same as the rest

If you don't like me, it's probably mutual
But I'm nice, really :p

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What shit have I gotten myself into?!

I should have gone to ITE to become an Enrolled nurse. I feel so pek chek handling all the damn paperwork. I'm so frustrated I feel like tearing the papers!!! But my head will roll if I ever do that...

Yes, it was fun but at the same time frustrating. WHY AM I WRITING THE SAME THINGS OVER AND OVER AGAIN?!

I just realised, I survived 5 weeks of torture from this nonsense place. 3 cheers for me! Looking forward to Friday works, anyone stuck in a hellish place should try this. Keep yourself busy till meal time, enjoy your meal, after meal keep yourself busy till it's time to go home. On Monday, look forward to Wednesday, on Weds, tell yourself you're 2 days away from Friday.

But still, that won't stop you from wanting to bite the people around you because you're too frustrated with work. That won't stop you from a perpetual frown on your face. I try to be happy, which I was la, when I first came to work. Then suddenly, in the middle of my day, I felt like crying out loud. Felt like just throwing a tantrum, swinging the files at the doctors, shoving pills down the patients throats and flinging diapers into dustbins 5 metres away.

Then when my patient got "promoted" from "No food or Drinks" to "Clear feeds." I went nuts and ransacked the whole ward for all things CLEAR. In the end, the poor fella got 2 cups of tea, 1 jug of warm water and a jelly. Well, he only asked for the 2 cups of tea.

He honestly looked confused when I brought the water and jelly and went, "well all these are clear, you can have them."

"err...ok, thanks."

He probably finished it la, a fat young man starved for 24 hours! Maybe if I gave him a pot of jelly, it'll be gone before we can complete the shift right? Pretend only, to look as if he cannot finish.

There are things, at the tip of my tongue threatening to spill out but all I do is talk rubbish. I sometims bite it so hard, it hurts. I probably fear taking risks more than death.

7.12.07 11:14 PM

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