♥ Queen of all Grumpy Old Farts ♥

About the GrumpyQueen

A.K.A Gatekeeper

I love food, don't deprive me of it.

I'm not Princess, I'm Queen

I can be quite grumpy and when I am, I hide here, my dungeon for reflections, ramblings and ranting.

Whatever I write are opinions, and may not be the whole truth. Do not read it like the Gospel.

I hate as vehemently as I love
I already know I'm crazy, be my friend, it's safer

Different is not bad, just not the same as the rest

If you don't like me, it's probably mutual
But I'm nice, really :p

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Losing it

Almost everyone's pissing me off, stepping on my tail these days. I seem to be the one with the problem, I have a problem getting my point across.

I don't even know how to relate to my some of my friends anymore. Let's just say that sometimes, perhaps when we started the friendship, I was not myself. Such that when I find myself again, I can't relate to the friends I've made while I was not myself. I'm not saying that's the absolute truth, I'm trying to analyse why.

Look! I'm friggin trying to be nice to people. I try, very hard not to be mean or sarcastic, try to bite my tongue where possible but this is really too much to bear.

And just because the people around me are nice, without a bad bone in them means I'm just like them! I have a temper that can make people regret knowing me.

And trust me, whatever I said yesterday was not the meanest things that can come out from me. I just don't wanna cause a riot that's all.

Ok, that's for the first group of people who pissed me off. I'm not saying they belong to the same social circle, they just pissed me off in the same way.

The next group of people, I'm so amazed at the amount of stupidity one can have la. No common sense, bodoh, no appreciation for aesthetics la. How someone can produce something so ugly and still be proud of it is beyond my comprehension.

I sound like a total bitch. I don't really care, because I cared too much, was too nice and now I'm exhausted.

1.5.08 10:04 PM

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