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About the GrumpyQueen

A.K.A Gatekeeper

I love food, don't deprive me of it.

I'm not Princess, I'm Queen

I can be quite grumpy and when I am, I hide here, my dungeon for reflections, ramblings and ranting.

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I hate as vehemently as I love
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Different is not bad, just not the same as the rest

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I really felt like quitting today

I really felt like walking out today. Just fling the files and walk out. It's not one person, or one dramatic incident that made me feel this way but a series of insignificant even that contributed to this...this I don't know what to call it.

A colleague/friend of mine once compared medicine (the medical profession) to an abusive relationship. When I read through the poem, I could see where she's coming from but I thought, "no, I'm so happy here, I won't ever feel this way."

Today, I not only saw her point but felt the slap across my face. Frankly, it still stings, even after another friend tried to cheer me up.

Indeed, it's like an abusive spouse. You think he's a wonderful person, a great husband, a doting father and the next thing you know, a slap across your cheek and you finally wake up.

I'm so tired.

Sometimes when next-of-kins come with their funny requests and everything comes at the same time, I feel like holding up a gun shouting, "F*** off everyone! F*** off!"

Ignorance is not a crime. Stupidity and arrogance is the lethal combination.

We have this button to press to let people into the ward. So basically, anyone that wants to come in has to press a bell and wait till we press the button to let them in.

Anyone know how fucking irritating these doors are? And how disruptive they are? When you're trying to get something done, someone goes "ding dong" and your whole train of thoughts is chopped up.

And the stupid phones, why can't they STOP RINGING FOR ONCE?! And no one calls you, wants your attention when you're just sitting around. They all call or ask for attention when you're so busy you're trying to think of how to clone yourself.

And lastly, according to Murphy's law...

"If there is a possibility of several things going wrong, the one that will cause the most damage will be the one to go wrong. Corollary: If there is a worse time for something to go wrong, it will happen then."

I cannot help but agree.

12.8.08 9:16 PM

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